Desires

Fantasies have to be unrealistic. Because the moment, the second that you get what you seek, you don't, you can't want it anymore. In order to continue to exist desire must have its objects perpetually absent. It's not the "it" THAT you want it's the fantasy of "it". So be careful what you wish for, not because you'll get it , but because you're doomed NOT to want it once you do. Living by your wants will never make you happy. What it means to be fully human is to strive to live by ideas and ideals, and not to measure your life what you've attained in terms of your desires... but those small moments of integrity, compassion, rationality, even self sacrifice. Because in the end, the only way that we can measure the significance of our own lives is by valuing the lives of others.

Boundaries

Boundaries don't keep other people out, they fence you in. So you can waste your life drawing lines, or you can live your life crossing them.
Grey's Anatomy.

Addiction

The thing about addiction is, it never ends well. Because eventually, whatever it is that was getting us high, stops feeling good, and starts to hurt. Still, they say you don’t kick the bad habit till you hit rock bottom. But how do you know when you’re there? Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes, letting it go hurts more.

Life.....

Looking back on what I said all those years ago, all the hopes and dreams I had, I've come to the conclusion that if having things turn out the way you wanted them to is a measure of a successful life, then some would say I'm a failure. The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past, and recognize that every day won't be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair remember, it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home. So don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for. Maybe you'll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination.

Why?

Why do we hump on every dying patient that comes through those doors?

So that we can tell their family that we did everything we could.

I am

I'm a firefly in the dry bushes..
I'm a smile on the gloomy face..
A ray of sunlight,kissing the clouds..
A dying man's solace..
I am a mother's finger which holds a child's hand..
Walking in dark, A friends warm embrace..
A lullaby which sends a baby to sleep..
A butterfly resting on the thorns' place..
A moment that smiles always in our heart ..
that speaks..
gentle words of life
of love..
pats us to keep us up with our breaths' pace..
I am simply a "soul of dreams" in all the ways..
Deep in my heart this is life's beauty..
and I am to life what life is to me..
=)

You

There's always something in the way
There's always something getting through
But it's not me
It's You
It's You

Sometime's ignorance
Rings true
But hope is not in what I know
It's not in me, ee
It's in You
It's in You

It's all I know
It's all I know
It's all I know

And I find peace when I'm confused
And I find hope when I'm let down
Not in me,
In You
It's in You

I hope to lose myself for good
I hope to find it in the end
Not in me, Me,
In You
In You

It's all I know
It's all I know
It's all I know

In You
In You
It's in You
It's in You

There's always something in the way
There's always something getting through

But It's not me, ee

It's you
It's you
It's you
It's you
It's you
It's all I know
It's you
It's you
It's all I know
It's you
It's you
It's all I know
It's you
It's you
It's all I know
It's you
It's you...